Just a couple of moments before I snagged a couple of these neat little buttons, my advisor informed me that I only need 4 classes to graduate, granted I change my minor to psychology, which I probably will so I won’t feel like my whole time at ETSU was a waste and it’d mean I get out sooner. Anyway, to break that down into simpler terms…given that I pass everything…I graduate in May…in 8 months… I don’t know if I’m ready to be a big kid yet, but it’s coming around the corner and fast. #school #college #MTSU #audioproduction #recordingindustrymajor #andimterrified
This is a late post as per my laziness and busy-ness today, but I don’t care. You would have been 23 today, and yet, all I have are memories and some still images that have frozen you in time, just like when you passed. We were 16 here, er well, you were a few days shy of 16. Not a day has passed that I don’t think of you and wonder what you’d think of me now. I find some things every now and then that make me think, “Hm, Jessica would’ve loved this,” or something like that. It’s been almost 7 years now, and it never gets easier, the missing and the wondering. But I’ve learned to tolerate it, put the pain and wonder in little pockets to be dealt with in time. And boy, do I miss you. You were only here for 16 years, and you managed to do a lot in such a short time. I miss your courage and wisdom and of course your wit and beautiful soul. You were my best friend, and though I still feel like a hole was knocked out of me, I’m so glad for the short time I had with you. I hope you can see me smiling. You would love what I’m doing now, you would love the place I live, and you would have seen that it got better. I could’ve helped you put out your debut country rock album. It would have been beautiful. Thank you for the memories and the love. Do know that we love and miss you here a lot. “And I’m sure the view from heaven beats the hell out of mine here. And if we all believe in heaven, maybe we’ll make it through one more year down here.”
Tested out 5 mics today while I played a Mayday song so we could make notes on which ones we liked and such. Getting ahead on an assignment plus just learning things. Definitely loving this class. It’s so awesome. #audioproduction #recordingindustrymajor #music #MTSU #studio #somuchfun #andhardwork
Allison died saving her friends. Who would you die for?